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god dammit i am fucking frustrated. [06 Jun 2006|11:01pm]

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I think the only person who can read this is randy...so randy, I'm sorry that I'm ranting poetically lol.

"Why Me?"
Why have you done this to me now
When my heart is in enough knots as it is
Why did you have to drop in so unexpectedly
Just enough to twist my mind and turn me backward
And then walk out again
I don't understand you
To come in like you always do
Without notice, without thought to what it would do to me in the meantime
Your heart belongs to me
Yet, it belongs to someone else
What did you tell me that for?
Why have you come now, of all times, to tell me things that I could only dream about
And have them taken away just as fast?
I'm not upset or angry
More confused and disappointed
What did I do to deserve this action? Not just the negativity, but the kind words I'd never heard that made me fall for you?
But how can I fall for someone if I'm not sure who they are?
I think I have you figured out, and now I know your name
But even if I'm right, what good would it do me now?
You make no sense to me, except that your emotional roller coaster runs too fast
I don't understand...please help me out!
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I don't understand... [30 May 2006|10:51pm]

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"Why/Confused/this is how I feel right now"
Life finally fell into place
Just the way I wanted it
So why does it feel like it's ripping me in two?
I don't understand my emotions
Because they don't make sense anymore
I need a sign to tell me what to do
There's nowhere and no one to turn to,
And nothing to guide me right
Should I just follow my instincts as blindly as my sight?
I don't want to hurt anyone
And I especially don't want to hurt myself
My heart beats a little bit faster
And a little bit stronger each second
Is life supposed to make sense?
Are relationships supposed to be easier than this?
Is there a reason I'm being ignored...someone help me
I need to be saved
I need a sign to tell me what to do
There's nowhere and no one to turn to
It's been years since I've seen his face
So why does my heart still beat like it's love at first sight today?
But why is he on my mind, when I know he's the last person who'll be with me?
...why am I being ignored?
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Run [30 Jul 2005|09:55pm]

plz_go_away
[ mood | I take it this changes color.. ]

In case anyone notices lol my "moods" don't always fit my moods I just pick ones I think are cute, read descriptions!
Amber
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"Run"
Run, run away from you, run away from me
Sometimes you don't look around you

You've made me feel incomplete,
Within myself and who I am

I cannot lie,
Don't want to cry,
This image in my head will not go away
Take the mirror,
Smash it up
Smash it up
Smash it up
Doing the things I want to do don't make me horrible because
I'm aware, I'm aware, I'm aware of how I hurt you

Run, run away from pain, run away from life
Its almost extraordinay

I can't be the victim everyday
I'm taking action right now

I cannot lie,
Don't want to cry,
This image in my head will not go away
Take the mirror,
Smash it up
Smash it up
Smash it up
Doing the things I want to do don't make me horrible because
I'm aware, I'm aware, I'm aware of how I hurt you

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If I Asked... [30 Jul 2005|09:50pm]

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[ mood | This is cute lol ]

"If I Asked..."
I heard you the other day,
Talking about how perfect she was
I can't be the reason why I'm upset
Just because I couldn't let go

Why are you here now?
Saying that you love me instead
Why are you here now?
Lying to whoever you're with

If I asked you to,
Would you stay by me forever?
If I only asked you to,
Would you want me til the end?
Do you really love me now,
Because I need the honesty tonight
If you don't love me, please walk out the door

I heard the other day
That you've done the unspeakable
You told me you'd changed,
Now you're just hurting someone else

Sometimes you lie through your teeth
And you think no one notices
I see right through you
That's why I was with you

Why are you here now?
Saying that you love me instead
Why are you here now?
Lying to whoever you're with

If I asked you to,
Would you stay by me forever?
If I only asked you to,
Would you want me til the end?
Do you really love me now,
Because I need the honesty tonight
If you don't love me, please walk out the door

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In Dreams.... [27 Jul 2005|09:40pm]

plz_go_away
I've decided since no one has joined my LJ community that it will become my private site for poetry.
If you do however come across this, feel free to post your poetry as well, or your dreams as it says in the description!!!
Amber, friendly Mod
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"In Dreams"
Sometimes in my dreams I see how to fix my problem
But everyone that ever wanted me to feel bad
Was always there, reminding me why I was

I was trying to keep my life together
Talking to everyone I could but instead
I kept being told that I couldnt get better

If I'm never the same again
Could you tell me in my dreams
That I'm always going to be perfect
And that with me, you'll never forget

The promises you made to me
Weren't promises that you could keep
It tears me every day but I stay with you so that I'm not alone

I'm feeling bent backwards, but I don't care
The road is twisting and turning ahead
But in my dreams you're always there

If I'm never the same again
Could you tell me in my dreams
That I'm always going to be perfect
And that with me, you'll never forget
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Welcome fellow dreamers and dreamettes.... [18 Jul 2005|02:42am]

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[ mood | Welcoming ]

This community is founded upon the idea of posting dreams...have you ever had one you just plain couldn't explain? One that you never seemed to be able to figure out?
Feel free to post it here along with other tidbits and questions. I tend to really like to analyze others dreams...so if you have really odd ones, I may comment and try and tell you what they mean.
Laters, and happy dreaming,
Amber, your friendly Manager

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